just so I could pour out my heart and few would find it their opinion to say I couldn't.
"And I don't know what to say, to properly convey the lines of this earth, the lines of your face.
I am small and unsure, but more and more I learn - there are no words for this."
~ "Skyline Hill" by Jenny & Tyler ~
and the laughter we shared when the cold May water washed over his toes.
I missed Avery, and the hilarious way he loved the Mickey Mouse we bought him.
And that it really is the little things that sting every time.
And now is not when you come up with words that do not cover this, or when you ask me if we were close, or how an infection could spread so fast, because I don't know. I don't have answers.
I just know that the God I love and trust is still the God I love and trust.
that I want you to be able to know him, that I want to be his Auntie again and hold him again.